I'm sitting on my couch today, in the middle of figuring out my next career step. Itâs not always comfortableâscrolling job boards, reworking my resume, preparing for interviewsâbut itâs where I am. And in between the mental churn, I stumbled across a video by Ali Abdaal that sparked something.
He shared a heuristic for random creationâjust generating ideas without judgment. One of his offhand prompts reminded me of something Iâve come to believe through both coaching others and pursuing my own health goals:
Being bad at something is good.
Itâs not just inevitableâitâs essential.
Growth always starts with being bad at something. Here are just a few places Iâve seen that truth show up:
Freezing during a presentation, voice shakingâthen learning to breathe and find your words.
Gasping through the first half-mile of a run and wondering how anyone could ever enjoy this.
Miscommunicating in a relationship and discovering that the only way to grow love is to practice it.
Flailing through swim lessons, gulping water, and getting nowhere fastâuntil the strokes start to click.
Staring blankly at a lesson or sounding ridiculous in your first attempts at a new language.
Losing your patience with your kid and realizing itâs you who needs the reset.
Falling out of yoga poses over and over before learning how to engage your core and trust your breath.
Bombing a job interview or flubbing a new leadership roleâand realizing failing forward is the path.
Rereading the same paragraph in school before it finally makes sense, and the story pulls you in.
Struggling through those first pushups and feeling weak, until the strength quietly starts to build.
But over and over, itâs proven true: the âbadâ part is where the transformation begins. Discomfort is the tax you pay for growth.
Thereâs a reason people lean on mottos like embrace the suck, this too shall pass, or the only way out is through. But for me, this is less a motto and more a mindset. Not quite the Buddhist idea that life is suffering, but close. Itâs an acknowledgment that resistance, mistakes, and pain arenât detours on the journeyâthey are the path. The challenging moments arenât wallsâtheyâre doorways.
Whatever youâre afterâclarity, freedom, peace, or a stronger, healthier version of yourselfâitâs probably hiding behind the part you donât want to do.
So Iâm writing this as a reminder to myselfâand maybe to youâthat being in the messy middle is not a sign you're lost. Itâs a sign youâre moving.
What doorway of difficulty are you facing right now that youâve been treating like a wall?
If something hard is on your plate and you want support, feel free to reply or DM. Always happy to share whatâs helped me or just hold space if thatâs what you need.